living with an 'invisible - dis'ability'

As I'm Living with Anaphylaxis' to Latex'
proteins' & with many' food' allergies'
asthma' plus 'the chemical' sensitivity'

                                               I AM... 

 

                                      

             ...please call me Chrysta, as I will stay anonymous for a little while longer...

 

                              

                                              as I continue all my healing

of all my pains & sorrows, of adjusting to this; so different life, with all around me that affect me so. Yet all can be helped, and all can be healed; with helping hands and by standing; firm together being bold and by not giving up; by a trusting that justice always will win out, in the end, it is that; I believe fully - I know, I have got more time - than, any'one would've believed.

 

  

 

 To follow me onto this, my own healing journey, from now, and into our future, then just go  to my new pages on this site for here; we can join up its a'gain as time and lives continue to  heal on our earth as we start to choose again to love to care consciously for others by; Love.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

My Site is dedicated to; all our healing...everywhere and everyone too. 

      

   My site is made for healing of bodies or hearts for sorrows or confusion in the mind to calm,

   a bewildered soul on the journey of life. Knowing life is never a dance on roses, all the time,

   we all get something; to deal with or to explore in a depth that often takes our breath away,

   the sorrows in the face of many severe allergies are the isolation and restriction in our lives.

 

 

                                  

 

 

        please do turn my music off, at the end of this page, before you see or listen

 

 

                      

 

 

           I have chosen some small film clip to convoy what I want to say I a different way

 

 

                                     

 

 

                 do see the 'clip' do enjoy the beauty that is around us no matter what'

 

 

                              

 

 

                                 ...then.just enjoy this' for a little moment' in time... 

 

 

 

 

 

 

         'we all get the strength we need to survive, what we each have got

              no, maybe not all of the time yet if we go deep inside in love

                  we will get inner peace, and we will, understand more

                      let us reach out to each other in healing thoughts'

 

 

                                                        

 

 

   'for so many people today suffer with sickness in many degrees & forms'

 

 

                                                       

 

 

         'if meeting the dark corners of our heart & soul yet we can heal

                 for the pains do not have to stay permanent in our lives

                       these pains too we can give wings to fly, to heal                     

                              for a true freedom is found in our mind'

 

 

 

                                                

 

 

 

        'also if it means we are quietly' asked, to just come home; again'

 

 

  

 

 

          

 

                               in my deepest love to all souls in the greatest need   

 

 

 

 

                                 

 

                                     and to all lonely hearts or hurting souls.

                            

 

              

     

 

 See, I will dedicate this site to all, who like me was taken by surprise, with the seriousness; of  having any form for dis'ease. Knowing it does not matter what we have. Only how we are able  to cope. I hope I can give a little lift a new way of thinking by giving ways to helping your self.

 

 

 

                                     

 

 

                                    remember we are many, you never see

 

 

                                                     

 

 

 My site is a work in progress just like all life itself is. It will be done in the tempo I Am able to  cope with I will include scientific quotes, and statistics, as they come to light. I hope; you will  come back now and then to check on any news I will dance in my life and I will keep: Smiling"

 

 

                                                     

 

                                                                                                               

                    

 

 

                               ...The pictures on this site...

 

Some pictures are made into stories with symbology with a spiritual and earthy understanding. Others are creations; I have enjoyed making - something that I now can do, without becoming affected by anything around me; I'm still being able to create in my life and for this, big world.

 

                                        

I have used Pictures too from searching on the net and I am so sorry if I have done so wrongly No Picture I used did mention any copyright but please just tell me, if I have been using them, without permission and I will rectify' my mistake. For I will happily Honor also your work here.

           

now, my symptoms, has been understood, I can live in a peace with all

   


                             

                                           so yes I can lighten up a'gain

 

                                                        


                                                     from day to day

 

                                               

 

                                                 ( overflowing from within )

                      I can best describe them as steam outlet, or a lava'overflow

                          and then this big one that blows the top' right off it all.    

                             It is always there rumbling, and creating in my life. 

                                I am calming this rumbling, yet I see creations.                                      

                                   So now, I'll think of it; as 'my best  friend'.   

                                      For it has given me something so new

                                         my new way of thinking and being

                                           in my life. All I see is a new life

                                             creating healing, in and out.  

 

                                           

 

                                               Re-creating this me as I     

 

                                                  

  

                                            as we/us can now heal again    

 

                                             

 

                                         into a new balance of all our earth 

                                      seen; with inner eyes, through; our soul

                                   where all air, water, fire, earth, life is; as one

                               no more up,down-east,west-black,white-hot,cold

                            only a love & great creativity; from atom into life/space

                          a new wealth from a wish to re-form into our new balance.

 

                           

 

                                          WHERE 'HEAVEN AND EARTH' WILL

                                     ERUPT INTO; ONE SIMULTANEOUS MIND AS

                                LIGHT, LOVE & PEACE; EVERYTHING IS JUST "ONE"

 

                                  

 

                                         SPREADING; THIS WARM, OUT TO ALL

                                         YET EVERY SINGLE ONE IS SO UNIQUE.

                                         FEELINGS AND SMILES, TAKING; CARE.

 

                     

 

                                  For everyone & everything speak; to each other.

                                  Love and affections is found everywhere, across

                                  species, and within all species for; Love IS Love.

                                            

                                               Yes, and its uniquely so too.

 

                                                       

                                                                                NOW,  JUST

                                                         Slowly, changing it back around

                                           upside down and fort, to a-gain

                                           changing re-creating everything

                                           back to a True meaning; of Love.

 

                                            

 

                                          Just see all healed, with our Love

                                          for a love is everywhere on earth.

 

                                           

 

                                             Even when upside and down.

 

                                                

 

                                            Yes! for Knowing;..that, before this: 

                                            My Life was quick, all a great feast.    

                                            I was dancing too in my life with all  

                                            then, my 'outer' life' was most alive

                                            but could only see in black & white.

                                            I saw one side more than the other.

                                            When I saw this love in all of nature

                                            it was only by seeing from my-soul.

                                            My active life where filled by others

                                            it was highways on a oneway street.

                                            Now I do live in everything see it all.

 

                                  

 

                                                       LIFE IS JUST A DANCE

                                        I was very healthy, I was very, very happy,

                               I was very; connected to Earth, and to; Every'thing too.   

                               I was "a believer" I thought in ways of all our old world.

                               I was following 'news' I thought, I knew; every'thing too. 

                                        It was; what I truly thought, Yet I was blind.

                                                ...FOR I WAS MISSING OUT...    

 

                                                             

 

                                               'ON THE ROADS; OF ALL LIFE'     

                                                SO MUCH WAS STILL HIDDEN.    

                                                SEE ALL, IS SO; INTERESTING.                       

                                              ( this is the 'R' side, of the lung )

                                                                   For

                                    I too saw only one! or 1/2 of a whole picture     

                                       I had forgotten; about this; true balance

                                          of a physical and this spiritual world

                                             I didn't let them dance together.

 

                                             

 

                                        I DID NOT SEE; THE 'RIGHT' PICTURE 

                                     I  SAW IT ALL THROUGH A COLORED GLASS

                                 I  WAS ONLY SEEING; ALL THAT, I WANTED TO SEE.

                              I HAVE LEARNED; TO KEEP AN OPEN MIND, TO EXPAND.

                           I NOW KNOW I AND ANYTHING ELSE, HAS NO LIMITS AT ALL.

                        I REFLECT AND I REBIRTH, WITH EVERY THOUGHT IN THIS NOW. 

                     I CREATE AND RECREATE AS EVERYONE DOES EACH MINUTE OF A DAY.

 

 

              

 

          We must open our mind, to see all. As everything evolve, and accelerate by knowing.

             I was so aware of what food to eat and how I lived in my life and with my family.   

                I had no idea, that these chemicals could change it all around in such a way

                   and I was not aware; of the dangers from the latex powder around me. 

                      It was just corn powder I thought, as no more information was given.     

                          Then, when ever a healthy life becomes a tipping, of the scales

                             in which, it becomes all too much, my situation all changed.

                                The ball then suddenly started to roll. My life rebooted 

                                  it found a new and so different page. Life is; still life.

                                     All because I took my eyes; of these many balls. 

                                        Juggling, for I so trusted, that all things were

                                           told proper. I was naive; too trusting of

                                              everyone around me. I have had to

                                                pay for my mistakes as I'm now

                                                   trying; to help you, with this

                                                     in your own life, or jobs.

                                                       Be fully aware in Life.   

                                                         Or you too will be  

                                                           mixed right up

                                                       

                                                            "  Re-Booted "

                                                                in a clash

                                                                 'into new.'

                                                                                  forms

                                                                                      I

                                                            

                                                                       not normally known.

                                                                    SEE                                                           

                                                            I'm ready now 

                                                                ...to try...                                                   

                                                         TO HEAL, IN MY LIFE 

                                                           I'm giving it a really good try                                                                                                                                                                                      

                                                        

                                                      as I see it all, as a single drop

                                                                 

                                                                     So, just see it all, as one.      

                                                       into just the ONE THAT IS TO live as a whole

                                             To see it all, this balance of the inner and outer worlds.

                                    As a time to be blind and a time to see it all with new and open eyes.

                              So, our re-booting is nothing to fear, it is just the natural state; of all things

                        for nothing do stay the same for long walking on this our evolutions cyclus, to evolve

                  we're be'coming; so much more of all you/I, are already, and love the process of all this new.

                        It comes in a discretion to each one of us specific, to learn to open and hold, all of this

                             inner light, to feel so free; in life to give of all you/I have learned through a life.

                                  Knowing; there is time in a life for everything, to be moved and removed

                                         We intuitively know these things when we sit so quiet in our self.

                                                   So from; an Earth through you/I, back to this Earth.

                                                                   Then we're all just ;One Earth.

                                                                 

                                                                      AS NOW, I'M DREAMING

 

                                

 

                               REACHING OUT AND UP IN LOVE ,TO THE SUN THE MOON AND ALL; STARS

                               THINKING AND DREAMING PRODUCING THIS CHANGE I WILL SEE IN MYSELF

 

                                    

 

                                  REACHING RIGHT UP TO BREATHE ALL THE EARTHS PRISTINE AIR ITS SO FINE

                                  CLOUDS OF HEARTS AND A BLUE  SKY, CONNECTING TO THIS EARTH AGAIN

 

                                                           

 

                                            BUT HOW? DO YOU SEE, OUR EARTH; HER PRISTINE, NATURE       

                                            LOVING HEART, ALL HER REFRESHING WATER OF LIFE, GOING

                                            UP TO GIVE US FRESH AIR TO OUR LUNGS? RECYCLING IT ALL.

 

                                                           

                                                                                       OR AS

                                          POLLUTED AND WITH A VERY SICKENING, BREATHING PATTERN

 

                                                           

 

                                        NO BREATH, NO HEART-BEAT OF LIFE, BREATHING POLLUTED AIR

                                                      our lungs are black, stiff and full of all 'the shit'

                                        FROM OUR NEGLIGENCE ,OF LIFE IT-SELF, AND POLLUTED WATER?

                                                     water/blood in us freeze up, its so thick & sticky.

                                      SO, CAN WE SAVE; OUR PRISTINE AND BEAUTIFUL AIR?     

 

                             

 

                                            IT IS TIME, FOR US ALL TO SURVIVE.

                             CAN WE SAVE ALL OUR WATERS, BECOMING PRISTINE?

                                           NO CLEAN WATER AND IT WON'T BE

 

                                          

 

                                             THE TIME FOR US ALL; TO SURVIVE.

                                   CAN WE DO ANYTHING? WHAT CAN EACH DO 

                               ARE WE READY? AND WILL WE DO IT TOGETHER TOO?

 

                              

 

                                            This is the small layer of  air, we all must share    

                                                         is it possible to keep it all, healthy and pristine 

                                                         is it possible to clean; all our waters & all  seas 

                                                         night and day all year around  breathing; clean

                                                                                     AIR. 

                                            night and day all year round be drinking pure

                                                                                   WATER.

                                             LIFE IS LIFE, AS WE ARE ALL; GUARDIANS

                                                            OF THIS OUR EARTH

                                                  

                                           AS THESE TWO ARE CLEANED EARTH IS

                                          AUTOMATICALLY, BECOMING RENEWED.

                                               

                                           WE CAN THEN WALK INTO, A NEW LIFE

                                           FOR WE HAVE UNDERSTOOD, OUR LIFE.

                                                                                 

                                              We see it all, we know all, we just need to look,

                                                         seeing through; this clean air up, to our moon,

                                                         in its dance, in the rhythm of all life; in mid'air.

                                                                     OVER SHINES THE DARKNESS

                                                                      

                                                        Talking, to us all on earth, like spirits; on winds. 

                                                         We all see our moon, she's dancing with the sun.

                                                         He's our star, and he sits sparkling; in clean air.

                                                                      SHINING SO BRIGHT TO US ALL.

                                                           

                                                           IF A SHADE ARRIVE, IT IS TIME TO; CHANGE

                                                           IF THESE 2, 'OUTDO EACH OTHER; CHANGE.

                                                           IF BALANCE; IS RENEWED, WE'VE; CHANGED.

                                                                                       SEE 

                                                           THEN, WE ARE ALL HEALTHY AND WEALTHY

                                                           THEN, WE CAN LIVE IN LOVE AND IN PEACE 

                                                           THEN, WE'VE  SO MUCH ENERGY; TO SHARE 

                                                      

                                                                      FOR

                                                          WE ARE ALL BREATHING FROM OUR EARTHS

                                                          GREATEST SUPPLY OF CLEAN AIR, DRINKING 

                                                          SPARKLING WATER, EATING HEALTHY FOOD.

                                                                                  

                                                                             THINKING' BACK'                                                   

                                                                    FOR I CAN REMEMBER; THEN

 

                                                              

 

                                                             WHEN I FELT HEALTHY 'FURTHER BACK'

                                             YET. I HAD SNIFFLES AND COUGHS I SNEEZED AND FELT; OFF

                                             EVEN THOUGHT I WAS GETTING OLD, WHEN SO VERY' TIRED.

                                             HAD I REACHED MY USED BY DATE NO IT WAS JUST A COLD

                                             THEN SUDDENLY; NO'ONE UNDERSTOOD' WHAT' HAPPENED'

                                                             AS I NOW WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE  

                                         

                                                 

 

                                      YES , I TOO SOON HAD TO LEARN QUICKLY, TO STAY OUT;  IN FRONT          

 

                                                        

                                                               

 I WAS NOT AWARE,  A HUGE CHANGE WAS ABOUT TO HIT' & MY OWN HEALTHY LIFE WOULD DISAPPEAR QUICKLY

                                   IT ALL ARRIVED IN FULL' BLOOM' IN JUST A DAY. 

 

                                                                

 

                                                                I GOT THE BIGGEST FRIGHT                                                                                  FOR                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  I, was not completely aware I said; like so many today; I am OK, I'll be right, no time; for this.

  I, Loved my job, I loved; to be around people, I loved with my heart; to just do; what I could.

                                      So literally I was running over, in my own life.

 

                                                 

          

                                                 ( receiving and spreading out )

  

   My cells, now open up; as they "explodes", when ever; they have received information, from

  'things' around me, and then I form new cells or re-form myself again 'into the next picture'.

  I'm changing all the time from the inside/out in my body, soul and spirit too I'm outpouring'.

 

                                                      

 

                                                ( washing and re-new it all  )

    I have not told you; about my specific problems these ways my body reacts to Latex that is

    special to me. What I can tell you is, I have had some; horrible experiences, along this way, 

    many of them hardly believed at first 'not before the sciences did catch up' said they didn't

                                                      " UNDERSTAND"

    So much is at stake for the people getting sued; for negligence of any employee or; 'a user'

    Remember too we are all, for the most; tested in a kind of an internal investigation, into an

    allergy a hypersensitivity I have got from working - in the health-industry, we're tested too

    by 'these same' people in a health industry who is a colleague of others, or owners of these

                                  HOSPITALS, OR OTHER HEALTH INSTITUTIONS.

    Its very difficult to get to the bottom of anything today, if a compensation or money is being

    involved no'one tells you anything afraid of saying something that can be used against them

    in the future. So my pains & internal & external damage, was not being attended to; proper.

    My; work-place was not any better, for they did not tell; about dangers, nor test us; regular.

    Yet, at the time it was widely known' amongst the people in charge. They choose not to tell.

                                                IT IS/WAS A NEGLIGENCE

                                        WITH NO RESPECT OF OTHERS LIFE.

                                                   

                                       KNOW; TIME DO/WILL CHANGE; IT ALL              

   For its believed that; "We" do not have enough, in our fights for acknowledge of any wrongs".

   All of sudden so much is involved, so much is denied; even if there is proof, and "all knows"

   Experts is 'bought of', and others keep their knowledge to themselves, will not tell the truth.

   Things are kept secret on purpose not told to hold onto powers. It does not matter that one

   or, millions get hurt in a big or small way as long they, them self goes free; of responsibility.

   I'm not angry, I'm hurt and I'm disappointed by my fellow men this disregard of others lives.

                                   I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE, WHO WAS HARMED

                                   ALL STAYED THE SAME IT WASN'T CHANGED

                                                  'IN THE REAL WORLD'.

                                             

                                  BUT THINGS ALWAYS WORK VERY DIFFERENT

                                    'THINGS' DO/WILL REACH THIS SURFACE,

                                        ...FOR SEE, ITS SPILLING ALL OVER...

                                              NOTHING STAYS THE SAME

                                                        

                        THE TIDES HAS TURNED YET AGAIN; TO RECTIFY; HARM.        

                             SEE NOW, ALL COMES OUT IN THE WASH, FOR THE

                                TRUTH, WILL ALWAYS COME OUT, IN THE END.

                                    FEEL, THE WIND HAS CHANGED; A-GAIN

                                       NO'THING CAN/WILL; HIDE FOREVER.

                                         FOR IT IS NOW A-GAIN OUR TIME

                                            WALKING STILL; RECOGNIZED 

                                                        AND A'LIVE

                                               ...WAITING......WAITING...

                                                        FOR A'LIVE

                                             YET WE'RE PUT ASIDE IN LIFE.

                                          SO, MANY OF US IS STILL WAITING,

                                       WAITING, FOR THIS KNOWLEDGE NOW.

                                    YET, WE ARE ALL AWAKE, FULLY KNOWING.

                                  THINGS IS COMING; TO THE SURFACE, AS THEY

                              JUST CAN'T BE KEPT QUIET AND HIDDEN; ANY'MORE.

                         

                        NOW TIDES HAS TURNED, YET AGAIN; TO RECTIFY; HARM.    

                                         

                                 SEE IT FROM ANOTHER VIEWPOINT SEEING ALL

                           NOT BY; A LOOKING DOWN ON ANYONE OR ANYTHING.

                     BY THE SUPPORT; OF EACH OTHER & BY HELPING; EACH OTHER

               A HARMLESSNESS, IS COMING; INTO BEINGS, AS ALL PEOPLE, NOW KNOW.

          THROUGH THE WILL. THROUGH A; 'NO MORE' THROUGH; 'ENOUGH IS ENOUGH'

    NO NEED FOR A DEPRESSION, OR A SULKING ATTITUDE HERE, IT JUST NEED TO BE FIXED.

 YES 'A MOUTHFUL OF MEDICINE CAN BE BITTER' AS SOON ITS DOWN, WE'RE OK TO BE HEALED

                               IN LIVES, IN SPIRIT AND THROUGH, OUR SOUL TOO.

                                                        SO THEREFORE 

                                                

                                                             PEACE

                                       (  now I'm settling down, listening and aware  )

  My most important job, so I can 'heal' now, is by finding the balance; in everything, in my life.

  By healing I mean being free of these big reactions from my cells as they are already perfect.

  I strive for calmness and for peace, in my outer and my inner life, without it being dull I hope.

                                                                                                   

                                                p 53, Our own Magic; Guardian Gene

                                                           protecting us from harm as long it is

                                                           and can stay healthy from pollutions.

                                                           For then its DNA are changed forever.

                                                           Then anything, can happen to our life. 

                                                                      

                                                              LIFE IS LIFE

   When, you read scientific papers, they will each only tell you, what they look into, and this

   way, you will never get the whole picture...unfortunately. Therefore if you have got; latex-

   allergy do search all the papers, ask about anything that you have had problems with too. 

   I ask the same of anyone with any health problem seek and you'll find, then decide to live.

                                                               FOR

                                            You/I/We must search, to find,    

                                                       

                                                       ( a lung stem-cell )      

                                                               as

                                                       its bridging too                                           

                             see all of this knowledge flows together drip by drip.

                                                    ...KNOW, THIS IS...

                              WHAT; I NOW HAVE LEARNED, FROM MY DIS-EASE

 

                    

 

    My site is created as an alternative way of viewing all of this, its a rounded trip I gave you.

    I hope, I have given you a little realization of what we are now doing to each other, and to

    Mother Earth Herself. I hope you will take note in your life at least; becoming aware of all.

 

                                          

 

                          SEE, THESE DANGERS, PROTECT AND BUILD; NEW BRIDGES.

                          All of these pictures, tells this story, in symbols and beauty.

 

                       

 

                           Just see everything from all the sides in the stillness of all                                    

                                                

 

                            Life is for Living in a Great Love, in Peace and in Balance

 

                                           

 

                            I  walk with the Christ by my side; he show me the way 

 

                                        

 

                            The way I can harness all my inner power in this my life

 

                                         

 

                             so I again can bask in sunshine, in my life, love & peace.                                         

                                                     

                                                        

                              (SO MUST ALL OUR CELLS TO MULTIPLY IN A HEALTHY STATE IN US )                                   

                                                                      

                                         ( seeing it a-gain when 1 man is reaching out and jumping in a joy)

                                                                                   For

                                                     

                               (these pictures all tell the same hi-story 'this a'gain together as 1')

                                       

                                                                                  NOW

 

                                     When, we go Through; our Own Hearts Love.

                                     as Sun to Earth Shine, and we all do, contain

                                     A Power; From Moons Cyclus, surfacing in us.

                                     We're All Together, as just1 from3 in-to one.

                                     I,my/body/earth/I/spirit/sun/I,in/soul/moon.       

 

                                            

                  

                                                        YES, FOR KNOW  

                                        This is our own rhythm; our natural flow.     

                                        Then we will 'connect and Light' it all up.

 

                                               

 

                                  just as when 1 human embryo start to separate a life begins

                                        from these many cells ending up as just the one human body.

 

                                                     

 

                                                 (science; 'DNA patterns' in 1 life)

                           This IS the Life Source in us and in all of life, here on Earth.

 

                                      

 

                                         SEE this is our DNA extraction i.e.LIFE

                                                 becoming just 1 single life

 

                                         

                         {and every single heart-cell, has its; own beat. (this, is a real cell)

                      (please refresh the window if this cell has stopped beating)

                                    'please revieve' this small heart cell see its beat its in you!

                                  beating all-together in your own heart                                                                                                                                            

                                                      

                                                                ' SO, WHEN THEY ALL; '

                                                                       'TO-GATHER'

                                                               is beating; in this rhythm,

                                                                     ...one for all,...

                                                               ...and all, for one; they...

                                                              do beat, as just this one.

                                                                  'in you and in me too'.

 

                                                                     

                                                                   see this rhythm of life

                                                                             all; Life

                                                           it is in every thing, around us all,  

 

                                  

 

                              for every thing, has its own rhythm/circulation, this is earths fluids

 

                                                            

 

                                    and here is our own, human blood circulation. It is the same.

 

                             

                      

                        This is the carbon cyclus. It is our Earths breath; of life its balance is critical.

                                                         (know it too, gives us; our air)

 

                                                           

                                      See this our own personal oxygen cycle, our breath of life.

 

                                                      

 

                                  Life creates in every now and it' breaks down' in the next for just

                                   re-creating it all again...none stop, it all belongs together in our

                                   life, so breathe, breathe this air. Just breathe and love, your life.

                                                                         THEN YOU ARE      

                          GIVING TO ALL OF LIFE, FROM A TRUE UNIVERSAL LOVE    

 

                                  

                                   in this pure air sun-light, or as a moon-light just shining their love                             

                                     for all this heart love, is always there for us in the air! Just see it. 

 

                                                           

 

                                          CONNECTING AND RECONNECTING, WITHOUT ANY BREAKS

                                               BREATHE IT IN... IN EVERY HEARTBEAT NOW,  ITS LIFE.

 

                                                               

 

                                                 LIFE IS; OUR HEART & LUNGS; DANCING RHYTHM

                                                     TAKE, A DEEP BREATH, AND ANOTHER ONE.

                                                         SO... BREATHE ,.. BREATHE ... BREATHE

                                                           FOR YOUR  LIFE  IS  ALSO  OUR  LIFE                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         

                                   

 

                                                                 SEE THIS GREAT LOVE IN ALL

                                                            it even comes to us from; the space

                                       we receive a heart as reflection. nebula in Orion, its just so magic

 

                                    

 

                                           and as these 2 galaxies, dancing in space coming together

                                                              touching us all, as the one heart.

 

                                                         

 

                                               Or a starry sky opening its heart to another world.

                                       Re-leasing, all the old ways into be-coming as 1 heart on Earth 

                                                   THIS, YOU MUST NOW KNOW, FOR WE CAN ALL              

 

                                                               

 

                                     "JUST  RE-START OUR  OWN LIFE, AT ANY TIME"

                        INTO A NEW 'GOLDEN AGE OF PEACE & LOVE'

                                     ...WHEN WE CAN SEE...

 

            

 

            LIFE IS A WONDROUS GIFT; OF GRACE, AND A GREAT FEELING, OF ETERNAL

            LOVE, COMING THROUGH FROM EVERYWHERE, AND TO EVERY ONE. KNOW

            WE ARE ALL, FROM THE SAME BASIC STOCK, JUST AS A TREE HAS ALL OF ITS

            BRANCHES AND LEAVES EACH ONE BASIC THE SAME. YET EVERY LEAF THAT

            DRESS A SINGLE TREE, IS DIFFERENT FROM ANOTHER ONE, AND A BRANCH

            IS JUST LIKE OTHER TRIBES AS WE'RE TOO; ALL ON THIS EARTH; TOGETHER.  

                                       

           

 

            DIFFERENT COLORS DOES NOT MATTER THEY ARE THE PULSATING; OF LIFE.

 

           

 

              WE ALL CAN CHOOSE WISELY, IN OUR LIFE, AND TOGETHER ON OUR EARTH.

 

             

 

     WE CAN ALWAYS CHOOSE, HOW TO SEE LIFE; AS A SPRING AUTUMN OR FROZEN IN TIME.

     THAT IS OUR BIRTH-RIGHT AND THE GREATEST; GIFT WE ARE BORN WITH, WE ARE FREE.

     WE ARE HERE, AS MIRRORS, TO ONE ANOTHER TO LEARN, FROM EACH OTHER, TO LOVE.

     THEREFORE; WE ARE FREE TOO, TO CHOOSE EVERY SECOND, TO TURN THE OTHER WAY.

     WE DO NOT HAVE TO DO IT ALL AS WE USED TO DO IT WE CAN CHOOSE ANOTHER WAY. 

 

               

  

                                                      AND ANY-TIME

 

                    

                      SO IF WE DO CHOOSE; TO SEE, HEAR, SMELL,TASTE AND TO FEEL

                      'EVERY SINGLE THING'. AS 'NOTHING' IS JUST; 'IN NOT SEEING IT'  

 

                

 

                 THEN KNOW - THAT THERE'S 'NO THING' THAT IS '- NOTHING' EVER. 

                 FOR ALL JUST IS AND HAS A LIFE. AS DAY & NIGHT CHANGES IN LIFE.

 

                

 

                      FOR ALL JUST IS...LIVING AND DANCING, 'IN ALL; THEIR FORMS'

                      WE ALL MUST CHANGE SOME-HOW ON THE EVOLUTIONS CYCLE.

                      WE CHOOSE, THE WAY AND THE TIME AND PLACE, EVERY NOW.

 

                 

 

                       HOW, TO COPE WITH OUR LIFE, WHATEVER WE RECEIVE, FOR IT

                       IS ALL FOR US, TO LEARN AND TO BECOME MORE, OF WHAT WE

                       ARE AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIVING IN PEACE AND DEEP LOVE. 

                       IT BECOME SO EASY WHEN WE'LL SEE; THAT ALL LIFE, LIVE IN US.

 

                  

 

                             NOW JUST SENDING MY PEACE, LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL.

                                               FOR THIS IS, WHO I AM

                                                                                                                                                                                                

                                                      SO

         

             

          WHERE DO MY INSPIRATION COME FROM-EASY FROM LIFE' IN ALL ITS FORMS.

 

 

                             

 

 

                                            AND THEREFORE LOVE NEVER DIES

 

 

 

     

 

 

  

                                       NO MATTER, OUR PERSONAL BELIEFS 

 

 

 

      

 

 

 

                                 ITS IN THE POWER OF DREAMS WE CHANGE LIVES

 

 

 

                     

 

 

 

                                  ITS BY LETTING GO OF ALL THE HURT AND PAIN 

 

 

     

                       

 
 
 
 
                                    WITH LOVE TO ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVE IN LIFE
 
 
 
 
    
                     
 
 

 

 As my understanding...has grown...I too...know of a balance, of it all.

                                        

 

                                   DO KNOW THAT...TO SAY...SORRY MATTERS

 

                                        

 

                IS a word we all can use anytime we know we have done things wrong.

                It can be things we have done to ourselves, or to other people in a life.

                Yet - for many people it' the hardest word to say aloud unfortunately.

                We are afraid 'to loose; some of us' yet as we do it; we see all we gain.

 

                                        

    

                                            NOW BUILDING; NEW BRIDGES

                                                       throughout it all                              

                                   through it all, from inside and out I'll build

                                   my new ways in my brain and life patterns.

                                   I will start with my self, for that; is all I can.

   As a first step on my road to change. Is always to see and then accept ones mistake. We now

   know that our mind and brain 'are not set in stone', that 'we are; elastic' too, so I will use this

 

                          

                                                bouncing-re-bouncing     

 a magical part of  (latex/rubber) situation is to change it all around by doing it different HEAL

 IT ALL A-GAIN. FOR IT DOES NOT MATTER; WHO DID IT, OR HOW, JUST THAT; IT DID HAPPEN.

 Healing this inner spiritual I into real balance and at this same time balancing, my earthy  life.

 

                          

 

                                    To; all the science people, who helped me!

 I WANT TO SAY MY OWN BIG, 'THANK YOU'. TO THESE GREAT PEOPLE; IN THE SCIENCE WORLD

 who has helped me, put all this together who taught me, so many of the connections which is

 interfering intermixing; with each other. They was always there in the background to help out.

 

                           

 

                             I know; You know who you are, I respect you wishes too.

                             I couldn't have achieved on my site, what I have without

                                       ...no without you, I could not...

                                                                 SAY

                                       A BIG THANK YOU; FOR HEALING ENERGY

                                       THAT IS SENT TO ME AND ALL ON EARTH

                                                              KNOW

                                           this is a wonderful help from you too.

                                           So mis-takes is/and will be rectified.

                                                         

                           A'bell's shifting our energy, as it 'sound things around' call

                           a kind of warning, an anti'matter, that can shift any fixture.                                                                 

                            

                            We've bells on earth for every'things; warnings/war/peace

                            we; 'ring them' so we come together. We listen, we hear it.

                                         We have Cells, they ring bells/warns life.

                                         Know our cells do sound warnings in us.  

 

                                                                     

  

                              Cells talk; 'they Ring' through these nerve/brain centers 

                              they talk 'to gather' and inside themselves they warn us

                                           through the chemicals, going to cells

                                           if defect we're sick, they Heal us too. 

 

                               

 

                              Plants and animals too has this warning system they use

                              it in  their cells; through chemicals, or through; how they

                                              move, look, or sound to each other

                                              Its a universal warning through it all.

 

                               

 

                               Our lives are unique as all, will react to any warning sign

                               so; a balance of 'all things' can be maintained; no chaos

                                              every'thing know of its place, in this

                                              whole all warn if something is wrong.

 

                                      

 

                                Here I'm ringing bells I'm trying to wake up, I'm trying

                                to heal this wrong, I'm trying to re'do these mis-takes.

                                         Ringing warning bells to wake us up

                                         To; re-do to re-think, all that we do.  

                                                         

                             

 

                                  For; even in the Heavens, we find a heart and a soul

                                  everything; has mirrors; everything is created similar

                                            No'one is alone, humans,cells,atoms

                                            planets, stars also do talk ring bells   

 

                                    

 

                                  Circles within circles boxes in boxes lives within lives

                                  it is like universes in universes wonderfully complete.

                                              When seen, we'll never forget this.

                                              We know now we are; much more.  

                           

                                 Everything hangs in these peculiar treads of a balance

                                 we are all warned too when this is about to be spoiled 

                                 we can all listen, we can all learn, we can change; it all

                                 Everything; working very fast or very slow throughout.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

                                          

 

                                 So how can we learn from these warnings or mis-takes ?  

                                                                    UHU

                                                                                  

 

                                              OH...YES FOR AT...'ONCE'...IT'S SEEN !

                                              IT CAN/WILL; BE CHANGED; RE-DONE.

                                                  MELTED TO NEVER BE RE'BORNE

                                                  AGAIN, IN'TO ANYTHING; AT ALL.

 Mistake is just that; a mis-take and when we're aware of that mistake we usually do rectify it   at once. Often because 'we don't want to look - silly in the eyes; of everyone'. At other times

 

     

 

                                      At another time all the mistake lives on for:                        

    We are not going to admit it, for we do not want to look real dumb; in the eyes of all the  

    people who respect us, or who have helped us, to be where we are today. So, we will rather

   hide all as we have worked so hard to get to the place where we are in this world so we will

                                                              not change.

 SO NOW JUST RELEASING; GIVING FREE ALL OUR KNOWLEDGE 'AS A GAIN' FOR ALL ON EARTH.

No more of all these power plays as we have to move forward we can't stay in the same hollow ideals of a sunken time with treasures constantly becoming; tribulations to humans, thrashing it by using many ways of threatening people to hold them down; caught in certain ways of life

                                       by not do what is the best for all, only a self        

 

                   

                                        ( FROM all the OLD into the NEW )

                                          For so often, we hold it all back       

 

                                      

 

as we often just keep all known information to our selves and that way increase these ways we hold powers over other humans. Or we can think we know it all yet we have not even scratched the surface of things. We must keep open, keep learning and admitting we don't know it all.Yet what we know through all the sciences is an important step.To be able to do these things right

                                              'Now it must now be released'

                                          this is what I personally must do

                                                            TO HEAL

                                                        

                                    and in a form and a way, that's understood

                                                to be able to have a choice.

                                                                FOR:

                                                  ..as our daily bread is..                                             

                                                           ---

                                              IN OUR LIVES, TO NURTURE.

                                              SO IS TRUE WISDOM; FOODS

                                              WE GIVE, WITH NO SECRETS

                                              LIVING IN GREAT JOY AGAIN. 

                                              BE THE LIGHT IN THE DARK.

                                            

                                           ALL OF US COMING TOGETHER 

                                           THINGS FOR FREE IS GIVEN ALL.

                                           IT IS ALL, SO PERFECTLY RIGHT

                                           JUST GIVE IT FREE; TO ALL, SO

                                           WHEN; WE SEEK; WE WILL FIND.

                                      

                                           WHY DONT WE ALL, JUST ASK;

                                                

                                         WHAT CAN YOU OR I DO TODAY

                                    FOR THE BENEFIT OF US ALL ON EARTH.

                                USE; OUR OWN INNER WILL, TO BE CHANGE

                          BY STOP DOING, ALL THAT HURTS & CLOSES; US DOWN

                               BY GIVING GRATITUDE, LOVE, PATIENCE IN JOY

                                    BY LETTING A HEALING LOVE FLOW OUT

                                        THIS IS, WHAT WE EACH, CAN DO

 

                              

 

  JUST TO CONSTANTLY GIVE FROM OUR HEART OVERFLOWING WITH THESE GREAT FEELINGS

 

   

                                                 

                                                 NO LIMITS, ALL IS POSSIBLE    

   IN OUR OWN LIFE, THE KEYS ARE JUST, TO FIND; THIS RIGHT BALANCE, OF ALL THE THINGS.

                                                   SO, I INVITE YOU TOO, TO

 

                       

 

                      COME WITH ME ON A HEALING JOURNEY TO AN UNKNOWN PLACE 

  I'M AWARE; THAT 'THERE IS NO CURE' TO OUR; LIFE THREATENING; DISEASE AT PRESENT. I'LL

  TRY IN MY SELF, TO GET AS CLOSE TO A CURE, AS I CAN GET BY; LOOKING AFTER ME' FULLY.

  I HAVE LIVED; WITH THIS NOW; FOR A LONG TIME, AND I AM FULLY AWARE; OF MY LIMITS; IN

  LIFE, EVEN IF OTHERS ARE NOT. IT IS STILL MY LIFE, AND IT IS A LIFE, THAT ONLY; I CAN LIVE

  FULLY TOO. WHAT IS A CURE? TO BE COMPLETE WELL, IN YOUR OWN DAILY LIFE? WHAT EVER

  THAT LIFE; IS THOUGHT OF; BY OTHERS ?  FOR HOW MANY OF US TODAY, CAN TRULY CLAIM

  WE ARE COMPLETE HEALTHY; ALL THE TIME. YET WE CAN ALL LIVE; THE BEST WE CAN WITH

  THE RESOURCES; WE HAVE TO OUR DISPOSAL. IT IS FROM HERE; I AM NOW COMING; TO YOU.

  MY LIFE IS STILL A BEAUTIFUL LIFE, THE BLOCKING FORCES CAN ALL BE REMOVED BY MY WILL.

  I KNOW THE DANGERS WELL, I KNOW HOW QUICKLY IT ALL COMES ABOUT, KNOW IT SO WELL.

  THESE RESOURCES WE NEED; TO COPE WITH THIS IS ENORMOUS. THIS IS NOT; A SMALL TASK

 

                                                     

                             

 IT WILL BE INCREDIBLE HARD WORK TO STAY SO POSITIVE ALL THE TIME YET THAT IS WHAT I

 TRULY NOW MUST TRY TO DO NO MATTER WHAT, IF I FAIL ONE DAY I WILL HAVE TO PICK ME

 OF THE FLOOR BY MY SPIRIT AND SOUL TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY BODY AND MIND AS I KNOW 

 

                                         

 

  THERE IS; SO MANY UP AND DOWNS AND IT IS SO DIFFICULT; TO KEEP BEING POSITIVE, WHEN

  WE KEEP GETTING HURT AND BECOME; AFFECTED BY ALL AROUND, SO OFTEN RESULTING IN

  DAYS OF RECUPERATING TIME; YEARS AFTER YEARS YET OUR NEW BALANCE MUST BE FOUND.

 

                                                       

 

DEEP IN OUR SOUL A CHOICE; EVERYTHING FOR THE BEST AN EXPRESSION A CHOICE, ITS OWN;

TO EXPERIENCE WHATEVER NEEDED, TO GROW AND TO DEVELOP; INTO SOMETHING MORE WE

AS SOULS ARE ALWAYS FLUID ALWAYS TRUE ALWAYS NEAR IN HEART AND A BREATH IN US/WE.

 

                                                        

 

 THEN, MY SPIRIT SELF MY INNER POWER, GIVES THE ENERGY, SEES THINGS; FROM EVERYWHERE

 IT WEIGHS AND MEASURES ALL. USES ALL THESE TOOLS IT KNOWS TO KNOW ALL THIS WISDOM

 SPIRIT IN ME ALWAYS MOVE, IT NEVER STAND STILL ALWAYS WANTING TO KNOW IT ALL, IN US.

 

                                                        

 

 MY EGO/BODY/SELF DECIDE; WHAT TO DO, TO REACH MY CHOICE ITS DIFFERENT A DECISION

 TO BE THIS OR THAT IN MY LIFE, TO HAVE THIS OR THAT, DECIDE A CHANG(C)E A YES OR NO.

 IT MAKES MY LIFE THE GOOD THE BAD OR THE INDIFFERENT TOO. TO I DO LEARN,TO DECIDE

 

  

 

                                      SO NOW IN MY LIFE, AS IT ALL UNFOLDS

 

 

I'll now send it all my Love. I will not let it drag me down any more. I'll set this hurt free; to fly.

All of it, I now set free to Change to Evolve in this Knowledge to Heal. For I choose to Heal my

Body, Spirit and Soul together as one in me. As it' is' known+proven we can change' all things 

                                 

 I ACTIVATE' MY INNER HEALER AND CONSCIOUSLY ACTIVATE MY OUTER HEALER, I WILL NOW

 WALK MY TALK;  I MAKE CONSCIOUS CHOICES, IN MY DAYS ABOUT HEALING; EARTH AND I'LL

 BLESS IT AND I WILL SET IT FREE TO RESOLVE HEALING IN A PEACE IN LOVE AND IN THE LIGHT   

                     

 

 I NOW WORK ON MY HEALING CONSCIOUSLY I MAKE A NEW PATH IN MY BODY, SOUL & SPIRIT

 (using the natural powers of all life My Free Will to change my own life by my will to heal it all) 

 BUILDING MY NEW BRIDGES THROUGHOUT ALL MY OWN BODY/SOUL/SPIRIT IN'SIDE AND OUT.

 

                       

 

 FOR WE DO NOT KNOW; ANYTHING AT ALL WE ONLY DO FIND ALL WHICH HAS; ALWAYS BEEN.

 OUR SOLAR SYSTEM, AND OUR EARTH IS APPROXIMATE; 4.5 TO 4.6 BILLION YEARS OLD. NOW

 WE SAY; 'IT DOES NOT EXIST' IF; WE CAN'T SEE, 'THESE THINGS'. THINK ABOUT THIS; WE HAVE

 JUST HAD A HUGE LIGHT COMING TO US FROM 7.5 BILLION LIGHT YEARS AWAY ie.THAT WILL  

 SAY; THAT WHATEVER IS IN THAT CORNER - OF THE UNIVERSE IS NOW 7.5 BILL. l.y. FURTHER

 AHEAD OF US; HERE ON EARTH, SO WHAT' ARE WE?  WHO' ARE WE?  &  WHAT; DO WE KNOW?

       IT WAS NOT SEEN WE DID NOT KNOW ITS LIGHT, IT WAS IN EXISTENCE ALL ALONG.

 WE ARE BECOMING MORE AWARE; OF ALL LIFE AWARENESS COMES WITH; NEW RESPONSIBILITY

 WE KNOW ENOUGH TO CHANGE THESE WAYS WE LIVE OUR LIVES TO MAKE PEACE WITH IT ALL.

 THE MORE WE KNOW THE MORE WE KNOW WE DON'T, AS OUR UNDERSTANDINGS NOW GROW

 WE MUST GROW UP WE MUST ADMIT WE ARE JUST LEARNING ABOUT; THE SECRET OF ALL LIFE.

 

                              

 

 NOW, WITH THAT I WILL STEP BACK INTO MY TRANQUILITY AND CONTINUE TO LIVE IN PEACE. 

 WITH A DEEP LOVE FOR MY HUSBAND,SON,FAMILY,FRIENDS; THE WORLD WE LIVE IN AND ON.

 I AM DEEPLY HONORED, BY ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVE FROM EVERYWHERE & FROM EVERY-ONE.

 

 

 

 USING ALL THIS NEW KNOWLEDGE FROM EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE, I AM GOING TO BE HEALED.

 I WILL BE HEALING MYSELF VERY LOVINGLY AND GENTLE, NO FORCE WILL BE USED, FOR I WILL

 JUST GENTLY; RE-WIRE; MY BODY FROM THAT; IT GOT SO OVERWORKED BY; HEALING IT ALL

 

                                                       

 

                                         I DO SEE; MY BODY AS MY HOUSE

                                ALL MY SPIRIT IS IN MY THOUGHTS AND WORDS,

                         MY SOUL IS FILLED WITH LIGHT, LOVE AND PEACE TO ALL

 

                                                

 

                                                            NOW

                                          BACK INTO A PERFECT BALANCE        

                                   I RELEASE, I RE-CREATE, I GIVE MY THANKS,

                             AS I AM SO DELIGHTED WITH ALL, I HAVE LEARNED.

                                         THAT I  AM COMPLETELY LIMITLESS

                                         THAT; ALL EXIST; IN/THROUGH ME

                                         THAT; I  EXIST THROUGH-OUT ALL.

                                                                            

                                                        

                                                 

                                           SO; THIS IS...TRULY IS...WHO; I AM

                                    AND THAT IF ONE CAN HEAL ALL CAN HEAL

                                          FOR KNOW WE ARE ALL JUST AS ONE

 

 

             

              

 

                 MY INNER LIGHT, IS LIVED IN LOVE, IS GIVEN TO ALL, IN THIS MY LIFE

                 THOUGHTS - CREATE, AND THOUGHTS; ARE A'LIVE, SO I CAN DECIDE

                 WHAT I WANT; TO PRODUCE. MY LIFE CREATE A'GAIN IT'S A CHANCE 

                 TO CHANGE ALL THINGS BACK' TO NO HARM WAYS, HERE ON EARTH

                 LIVING AND WORKING TOGETHER; FOR THE BETTERMENT, OF US ALL.

 

                                                                                                                                                                                     

 

                 WE'RE BLESSED YET MAYBE WE NEED TO BRAKE FREE OF OLD WAYS

                                 TO FEEL IT, TO BE IT, TO LIVE IT, EVERYDAY          

             

                                                  

                                       

             HEAL MOTHER EARTH, AND ALL OF US, SHE CARRY

 

 for sometimes out of disasters Hope and Miracles can Spire & Grow

 

             like' a subtle' Diamant Light' breaking' through

 

 

                                      

 

 

                      'when we see all as just one

 

     

                     

 

                      each of us is so unique too'

 

 

                                                           

                                   

 

               

                  'know we each; can do something'

 

     'to make our world a better place for all'